clear view of the moon

sat out on my porch tonite...fast becoming a favorite pasttime...had m'self a cigar and a glass of wine...nothing but the nite, a breeze to cut thru the humidity and a tree blowing soft beside my apartment...god...i love my solitude on nights such a this...a time for reflection...i contemplate my life...life in general...i ask m'self the same unending questions i've asked since i can remember...all the why, how, what if's that my heart desires an answer for...there is a peace i feel on nites like this that reminds me to breathe deep and take a step back from life every once in awhile...there is more than this...more going on that needs/begs exploring...and i'm more than happy to comply..