your light

beautiful friend...i need you...
i need rest from this pain...
i don't know what you can do...but, know this...
i am grateful for your silent understanding...
as i find my way thru the darkness...
your light shows me the way, unconditionally...
means so much...
means everything...

thank you, beautiful friend...

real...

tired of games and analyzing what was meant behind what was said or not said...
need to be real and surround m'self with those who aren't afraid to be real with me...
don't ignore me, push me aside because you lack the courage to get to know me...
perhaps feel for me...
just feel it out, go with the flow of things...
enjoy the moments we spend together...
i can promise you this...
you ain't ever met another like me...
and that is a very good thing...

gotta push thru...

gotta push thru...gotta push thru this pain...
don't need nobody...nobody can help me...
it's on me to figure a way thru this...
my babies need me to figure a way thru this...
and somehow i will...alone....