so, you let me in a little...you give me a taste of how great you can be and then...BAM, the bomb drops...you don't want a relationship...your heart can't take being broken again...and this makes me....
...want to throw up.
do you think you hold the monopoly on pain?
do you think you are the only one in this world who has been lied to, cheated on, dumped?
so, your recourse is, to take on one or more (or all) of the following perspectives:
1. you are a loser
2. all women are losers
3. you'll only hurt me
4. eventually, i'm sure to hurt you
5. you're never going to let another woman in your heart
6. you're going to live your life alone, forever
7. you are not meant to love or be loved
lame...
we have all been hurt...all of us...and it makes sense to put up a wall for a while, take time to recover...
put in perspective the experience had and then, dammit, move on from it...it's so easy to become a victim but, i have a challenge for you...be better for it...don't let the one failure you had be so strong, so powerful, that it dictates your present and future...what a waste of all you can be, all you can give and receive...
and another thing...damn you!
damn you for writing me off...i am not your past...i am right now...an imperfect, perfect example of possibility...a crazy, emotional, well meaning, work in progress who is doing her best to be her best, even when i fall apart...i put my pieces together and although, i may be a jig saw puzzle of a person...God, i am a good woman with a heart and a Spirit that sees the world through rose colored glasses and views life as this magic ride...and you...sigh...well, for you i am sorry because, while you're dwelling on the past and stunting your growth, i am running the other way...if you put limits on what can be, then you can't have me...
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